bloody sian.. my life bloody sucks right now.

thursday: ms pear was nice in class, friendly. now my whole class sit alone, all tables seperated thanks to lu. i feel isolated from michelle. alot of things to say to her then now hard to. then i cant touch her things anymore.. =p agnes yx got caught. so did val. kiw n lu came in and gave a bunch of crap. why they all like to catch 4a people so much. we have a bad reputation, but we aint the only people who dont wear uniform properly. class that day was very tensed and serious.

after school me michelle huishuang went to meet lpl and hongwei. we talked about NA. actually dont need to find them, we suppose to be talking to our parents. problem lies with my parents n sally's parents. understood. i knew i had to take action that night. when lpl left roo i cried. cos i very sad. wtf is this. how can 5teams have compteam meeting without NA. wtf. not treating us like we exist. lpl left room i msged ~ n den i just got very sad n hurt. den cry.. den laugh. then hongwei made me laugh even more with his PRECIOUS THOTS joke. n just lame arond half an hour in sj room.

then me n mich went to PS. wan to drag hw bag n leave so he has to follow us shopping.. he didnt want to cos of AOP so its just too bad~ =pPp

thanks mich n shuang alot.. esp mich.. listening to my worries n thoughts throughout de shopping trip.. it was always in my head. dreading night when must tok to parents. bought mich bdae gift. part of it. when she not around. so lame right. wanna give mich surprise den make her go with me to buy her present. haha.. but at least she duno wad it is~

then we saw pretty earrings. but didnt buy. then mich bought SQUAD angel mortal vdae gift. ohya.. thursday recess we played it. OMG. haha.. me n mich got exact opp people.. its very coincidence. very amused. yah.. so mich bought de most idiotic thing in the word. maybe he will like it. i dun know. haha.

went home. slept. eat dinner. then talk straightaway to dad n mum. wun elaborate. piss me like hell just to think of it. avoided quarrels since 2004 june. predict its coming back. they ap about time commitment in SJ, ap abt studies this yr.. ap abt how i use my comp hp housefone everything. after alot of screaming and shouting, im glad i controled myself not to do what i used to. i duno what to say, things are not confirmed. its all up to sally now. na continue, my life is hell. na dun continue my life is hell too. life is hell in 2005 cos of olvl and my freaking parents paranoid-ness about it. i miss nov and dec. i play and go out EVERY SIGNLE DAY and they freaking dun care. i wish they trust me to study and dont tighten my life so much.. wun elaborate here anymore.

yesterday f kept coming out of my mouth. thanks shuang and michelle for listening to me go crazy.. i know 2 two will if u 2 in my shoes..

thanks to you* damndamn much. u made de biggest difference. form yesterday till today i nv ceased to complain and talk and pour everything out n u listened and cheered me up. wihtout you i am nothing. you rock my life.


today: today i woke up 1130 by weishan call. then got alot of other missed calls. mostly michelle. haha. going to guide british people around dhs or something. 1145 i left house le. with family. damn sian time at first. smsing and just hecking everything. then go restauraunt. nice food. got my fish mall =)

then we went to raffles place. mostly parents shopping. they buy britishindia and marks and spencer clothes. then go this shop. saw this very nice elegant blouse.. the sides too big. shittified. cos its very pretty. felt so sad. time with family was nice then. parents all very nice. then go home at night.

they having cell group now. im bored. dont wanan say much le, im going to do some funner stuff. byebye. hope my life improves. this is de sianest and worse period of life.